March 19, 2013

AGHHH!!! Yeah, it was that kind of day. Don't you hate it when you are just so angry that you feel like you can't control yourself. I've been like that over the past week. Today I had to finally remove myself from the situation. I started praying and looking at some Biblical material, I then realized that anger is something we must conquer in ourselves. It isn't because of someone or something else, it is our reaction to it. Then I got one of those "Crap, Yahew, why do you have to be so gosh darn smart?" then I think, "Oh...right, you're God."
Case in point, when you get really, and I mean the "I'm going to punch a wall open!" angry, tame that anger. It isn't something else's fault it is our fault to react that way. Just sit and pray. Also make sure you have enough sleep, because that was part of my problem. When you don't sleep you lose the will to tame that fire. It's like having gasoline instead of water.